I have 2 babies that fill the void of not having my own kids yet, Lucy & Mickey (Well, they fill part of the void.)  Lucy is 2 and a half and an 80lb. Australian Shepard and Mickey is just over 2 and a 35lb. Border Collie.  I was just outside with them throwing a ball and kicking a soccer ball for them to endlessly bring back and wait for it to be thrown again.  Our backyard is up on a hill and I happened to see/hear our neighbors two doors down playing with their kids outside.  I have to admit, I think I was having more fun!  My  husband makes fun of me a lot because of all of the dog stories I tell to family and friends.  Trust me, I wouldn't be telling as many dog stories if I had stories about kids to tell.  Someday I will hopefully be able to talk/share stories about the goofy things our kids do. 
The truth is, I absolutely love my dogs and treat them as if they are my children because they kind of are.  It reassures me that I will be a good mother because if I can love dogs this much I can't even begin to imagine the unconditional love for my own children.  Lucy has dried so many of my tears over not being able to get pregnant.  Any time I even sniffle a little bit, Lucy jumps right on top of me and licks my face.  She won't leave my side until I am not upset anymore.  I am very thankful that I have these two great pups in my life.  I think God knew infertility issues were on their way a few years ago and sent us help in the form of canines.  At this point, I'll take all of the help I can get!  :)
 
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ReplyDeleteGood luck with your 2ww and 2nd IUI. Will be thinking of you...
I love my dog too and constantly call him 'my little baby' and I do 'baby' him :)
Sounds like two great dogs. You should post a picture of them. My cat is helpful in making me feel better as well, but not quite the same thing I imagine as a dog.
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